Too Tired
Jan 20
I mean,spiritually.2008 has come,but it seems that I was just still a guy who was still in 2007.Nothing has changed and I’m still a sort of self-hating person,a guy Always unsatisfied with himself.It isn’t a good thing I think.It just puts me into the way in which I loathe myself day by day.It seems that I still keep on doing stupid things,keep on wasting my precious time.One-fourth of my graduate life has passed and it’s not a happy ending anyway.I do none of the things on my schedule I made at the beginning of the term and worse still,I didn’t do well in the final examination.There are just two courses,which are said to be a piece of cake,in the tests.Well,it turned out be true but it appears that I have a wrong way of review (excuse?) and I can’t even finish the paper:-(A little worried about the results.It’s not util next term can we get the results.It will be an nightmare if I fail in the exam.Um,can’t say,just bless.But at least one thing is clear,that is,I have a fat chance to get the scholarship next year and that is to say,I have to ask my parents for another ten thousand yuan and more for the tuition!That sucks!However,I can do nothing for the past and I’m not gonna sit somewhere dwelling on the past.What I wanna do is to value my time and do more meaningful things.Maybe,it’ll be better tomorrow.
RSS
Recent Comments